Ugh, this is so hard. Breathing feels so hard. Living seems so hard. I just can't do everything I'm trying to do, I get that, I give up. Please, anything, take me somewhere EASY. Jeff just called for my dinner order from Quiznos...hearing his voice reminds me that it's OK, that everything is alright and he'll take care of me and always love me. But it also makes me feel horrible because I want to be the best for him and these problems I have are not the best. I know I can't help it, but he deserves better. I feel like I'm burdening him. Please take me somewhere easy, I just want to live life.